10/16/2006
i love copying from stella's blog. sorry. xD but i agree with everything she's said. 100%. yuppies. so.. here you go!

Camp's over but miss it sooo much. Okay, there's just so much fun. Anyway we did morning excerise with the seniors this morning and it was like so dirty and it made us all looked stupid yeah. Hehe. Played Chickens and Wolf after that and then went for lecture. We miss Coach Joselyn so much lorr, then there comes Coach Barry. Stupid lame coach but Coach Joselyn is better :) Haha. So we played vertical challenge. It was really fun man. Hehe. Yupp..er yes we talked about shared vision and our sec one vision is: LOVE, UNITED AS ONE COHORT and BE INFLUENCIAL. Yup, it was a good sharing and lecture. Didn't really talk about the rest of the lectures. They were impactful and hit me straight man =) This camp really benifited us a lot. As in, even if anyone of us is going to fail the interview, we learnt like really a lot about what it means really to be a leader and lotsa more. I can't thank God enough for placing me in the camp. It was just a blast. Reflected a lot after camp, and during camp about being a councillor. Actually, in the first place when Miss Lim asked me, I didn't really wanted to be a councillor. But I gave her a yes anyway. Then, I was reluctant to go for training camp, it's like, it's just after exams man. I wanna chill. Haha. But the more I came, the more adicted I became to come. It's like filled with excitement. Woah, I guess there's a change and there was so much of things I see differently now. Yupp.

i totally agree. uh huh.

i went home early today. with wan yee, joey, glenda and another girl. forgot her name. xD i dont feel like my usual self no more. even when i was depressed, i could go out and socialise. now? oh man. i came home STRAIGHT after school. never done that before, not even in primary school. i miss him so dang much! i'm well. not mental. for example, you lose someone SO FREAKING CLOSE to you and you're expected to be ohkay with it on the third day? yeah RIGHT. dont tell me you're able to totally be yourself again.

i'm like fragile now. dont disturb me cos when i snap, ugh. hell. so go away. if you really like me, talk to me, (; but.. dont mention pets. i'll cry. i swear.

i dont know how many times i'm gonna blog again today.. but the only thing i haf to say is that..

all i'm left with, are memories.

and

you left me here. stranded.